Thoughts in solitude

No one is perfect they say but what to do when you have too many flaws residing within you. Some people might think you are rude but thats just your nature, your introvert nature that makes your personality like that maybe even boring, well not maybe. But h ow to change oneself. How to talk about it when you can't even express yourself even to your friends or family. You are like a tip of iceberg to them, they only know the stuff that you tell them but they dont really know you and its your fault only. What to do when you only have a few loved ones and you sometimes become distant from them just because of your damn nature and your damn thoughts that you so want to change but you can't. And they misread the situation and then they become distant from you(or maybe its just in your thoughts🤷♀️). It has happened a few times in my past with me though. Then you are left with this loneliness that somedays are fine and somedays it just gets the best of you. I am also an introvert a...